今日新浪網星座忠告:
感情上較為敏感且感性的一天。
不過對人太過寬厚，反而讓人覺得你好欺負，爬到你頭上來的可能。另一方面也是被要求道德觀念的日子，面臨是非善惡取捨的局面，或許心中會有所掙扎，但為長遠眼光著想，還是該選擇目前看似沒有利益但往後有希望的方向走。
我呢,教訓過自己很多遍, 高興時不要過頭, 話也應少說.
我也常想, 為何生活在這裏呢? 玩又不能盡興, 話也不可直接.
在這兒工作呢, 常常覺得行事上、情感上縛手縛腳. 相對起第一年他鄉做事, 我明顯地吸引了不少副能量.
當我以為踏入第5個年頭, 可以融入這個地方圈子時, 卻又發現: 原來我始終不大喜歡這裏的同事和工作的格調.
當然改變自己可以令前路更好走, 但好像今天突然而來的 "心靈敲窗" , 我始終受不了.
什麼時候我可以成熟一點呢? 在興奮或失落時不能表現, 也不再陷入無端的閒話中.
我要變成一頭貓.
沒有領地觀念, 來去自如, 不受束縛, 我行我素.
可是現在我又該如何排解這種鬱結? 應否讓 "過去的錯"、"現在他人的誤解" 由他過去, 再調整腳步, 塗多兩層假粉, 放眼明天?
我連自己的位置也模糊了.
2 則留言:
You must be having one of those feeling blue days. :) This is human life ar, we always have to compromise. If we don't compromise, life might get even more tough for us in some other ways ar.
Cats that are not 受束縛 has way shorter lives then stay home cats. Most of them can only live 'til 2yrs old, and their 領地觀念 is super strong too, they hardly move. I guess most of the choices we make have their pros & cons. For me, 塗多兩層假粉 in the office is not really that big a deal, they are not close ppls to me anyways. And because of that 兩層假粉, it will make my life easier, thus, lead to happiness.
I do sincerely like some of my co-workers though. Also, I seriously dislike some of them, heehee.
Don't think too much, life is full of compromise, but also full of happiness too. Take it easy ;)
Wow..what rachel said here is so true!! :)
And Eva, support you no matter what.
Always remember they are just ppl who are on the same MTR with you. It will not last forever and somehow people may leave or maybe you are the one to leave them first!
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